Apr 5 Sat
Does my mortification facilitate my prayer?
One especially appropriate time for true penance is Lent, with its urgent call for purification, atonement, and reparation.
We need to be purified from the remains of past and present faults, and this we do by penance and mortification. These make us freer from attachment to sin, cleaner in God's eyes, and less burdened for our journey along the road to holiness.
Jesus frees us from the yoke of sin, making us capable of sharing in the divine intimacy of the Trinity, and becoming children of God.
“Lent is, then, a time of penance; this is not something negative. Lent should be lived in the spirit of filiation, which Christ has communicated to us and is alive in our souls. Our Lord calls us to come nearer to him, to be like him: ‘Be imitators of God as his dearly beloved children’, cooperating humbly but fervently in the divine purpose of mending what is broken, of saving what is lost, of bringing back order to what sinful man has put out of order, of leading to its goal what has gone astray, of re-establishing the divine balance of all creation."
Through penance, we atone to the Lord for our guilt, and through mortification, we remove the obstacles to our inner growth.
The more we purify ourselves, the more our interior life will progress, because mortification makes it easier for us to be friends with God. If we wish our prayers to penetrate the heavens, let us take care to purify our minds of all vices or over-human thoughts. Mortification purifies the eyes and ears of the soul. As a result, we can see the Lord more easily and be attentive to his words, in an ongoing conversation that characterizes our lives as contemplative souls.
“Just think about the wonder of God's love. Our Lord comes out to meet us, he waits for us, He is by the roadside, we cannot fail to see him. He calls each of us personally, speaking to us about our own things - which are also his. He stirs us to sorrow, and opens our conscience to be generous. He encourages us to want to be faithful, so that we can be called his disciples... Our Lord has not forgotten us during all the time in which, through our fault, we did not see him. Christ loves us with all the inexhaustible charity of God's own heart."
If we did not practice mortification, which is the prayer of the senses, and if we failed to subject our body and its inclinations to voluntary servitude, how difficult it would be for us to hear God speaking to us!
We must fight against our wretchedness to rise up to God and to hear and understand his words. Generous small mortifications help our inner recollection, enabling us to pray at all times. To attain the inner silence we need, we have to mortify our external senses, and also our imagination and memory.
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